known unknowns....

Reports that say that somethings hasn't happened are always interesting to me, because as we know, there are known knowns; there are things we know we know. We also know there are known unknowns; that it is to say we know there are somethings we do not know. But there are also unknown unknowns- the  ones we don't know we don't know.


very puzzling but absolutely true and honest and ofcourse fun words from US Defence Secretary Donald Rumsfeld.....re read it and you'll say Ah!

break free...n come back to me....

You say if you could fly, you'd never come back down
You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky
You've yet to learn what sadness is,
and are just now grasping what pain is like....
        Even the feelings I have for you
        must be expressed with words.
        As you wake from a dream into an unknown world,
        spread your wings and take a flight!
You say if you could fly, you'd never come back down
You only have eyes for that blue, blue sky.
You know if you can just make it through,you'll find what you seek,
So keep trying to break free to that blue, blue sky.....

Speak

Speak that your lips are free!
Speak! Your tongue is yours till date!
Delicate your body is yours,
Still yours is your soul!
      Behold! In the blacksmith's shop:
      Red is iron, fiery embers;
      Getting opened are locks skirts,
      Spreading are chain's skirts.
Speak: This little time is sufficient-
Before the death of body and tongue.
Say! That truth survives till date!
Speak, whatever you have to, speak!
                                                      -Faiz Ahmed Faiz.

Separate is my story

Separate is my story, orchestra and music is separate

My tavern and bottle and glass are separate.

        Intoxicated is my craving and Dionysus my heart

        My chest is my music and violin is my voice

O religious men!

You've your own religion and I have my own

Your faith is God; and my objective human being

       Your God is delighted with temples, mosques and convents,

        My God feels happy about love, unity and sensitive hearts.

I roamed about, prostrated to the Philosophers, Brahmins and Saints,

My wounds and ailments found ultimate remedy through my own being

        Neither jealousy nor grudge, neither worries nor fear,

        In front of friends and sympathizers my slate is clear.

A friend to friendship I stand, what this enemy can do to me?

In this garden of friendship, enemy too is a flower to me.

        As long as money is dearer than the human beings,

        Up to then the beggar dependant on me will keep ruling me.

To be free, destroy oppression, chase away fear,

This is my craving, my voice and my mission.

Amazing words from late poet Abdul Ahad Azad. It is the English translation of urdu poem. These words holds power to make you sit alone and think deep for hours.Hope you'll take some time alone to think too and really understand the meaning.

i have poison inside me

        I have poison inside me which I have kept for too long…now it is breaking its threshold and I am too weak or say too coward to hold it back ; its bubbling through my veins , leaking from my eyes which burns my cheek and chest  like acid drops when it lands. It is falling with my words which feels like bombardment  in my ears , and now it is escaping along my breath which is clouding my vision like a haze of gas throwing my brain into utter darkness.

        This poison is scratching my throat , making it hard to breathe .I wish I could just stop breathing and hear my heartbeat slowing down until it becomes just a soft ud in my eardrum and finally comes to halt with a ‘tick’ and a dead silence afterward. Its burning my nose like ammonia and I can almost smell the horrible death in it. Its coming out from everywhere and my two hands are not enough to hold it back. I wanna spill it all out at once without delaying a second cuz it is burning every bit of a goodness inside me,it is squeezing every drop of emotions from my heart leaving it cold and dry like a stone, it is sucking every inch of air from me lungs leaving it to wither and crumble like dry leaves under a worn out tree. It is squeezing my stomach so hard forcing it to crawl up in a bundle of knot. But no matter how much the unendurable pain rises, I mustn’t let a single drop of this venom  touch the ground.

       But I am loosing my grip now, I am feeling numb and cold already. I can’t seem to hold my ground steady. i can’t clear my eyes and drag my brain from the utter darkness. I am loosing it, I can’t take it anymore…I have a ton of weight inside my chest where I used to feel my heart beating. I am gasping loudly for air but it feels like my throat is blocked and my lungs are all jammed .I am gasping even harder like a fish out of water. My eye lids feels heavy, the picture infront of me are now nothing but a blurr. My knees are shaking like its going to shatter any moment now. My whole body is trembling like all the joints have suddenly starting to fall apart. I’ve let my guard down infront of  this pain. There is nothing I can do now except to prepare myself for the worst. But my conscience is still shouting at me not to give up so easy.I mustn’t  let it escape the jail of my body cuz it’s the only urn made to hold it .I should pull myself together, I should slap myself out to consciousness, I must jerk myself up from the ground and suck all the poison back in me again.

        Cuz if I didn’t it’ll burn all the happiness around me which I have nurtured so gently for so long. I can’t sacrifice all those happiness I’ve collected piece by piece from all those horrible past and terrifying present  only for my tomorrow. I can’t see my happiness burning  which I have sown as a seed in the ground of my pain, watering with my tears, nourishing with the light of hope and see it grow leaf by leaf, climbing with twig by twig and putting buds upon buds. It is too much precious to throw up for pain. I can’t even imagine to see those green leaves burning into flames, gradually loosing its colour  and crumbling to ashes. I can’t see those twigs crawling back trying to jerk off the flame and I certainly can’t stand the feeling of helplessness I’ll feel to see those beautiful buds withering and dying before even the first blossom.

       I must hold on to it . I must stand firm on my ground, my happiness depends upon my rise and fall. I must save my happiness But what about my goodness, my emotions? What will I do with these happiness without any goodness to protect it and any emotions to feel it? What is the value of happiness if I am stone inside? What is the meaning of those blossom to bear if I can’t breathe in the sweet fragrance in my lungs? What?? Tell me which one is wroth saving, my goodness and emotions without which i can't feel a thing meither good nor bad, neither right nor wrong ,neither happiness nor sadness OR should i choose happiness without which my life will be sad and mesarable forever which has already cost me so much pain ,tears and hope to nourish it and now can i just abandon it when it is time to harvest the fruit I've desired most and lived my life through all those rough edges life cutted out for me? Which one is more valuable to save, protect and preserve OR which one is less precious to desert, abandon or left out? Which one???
     So, I guess; either way this is one bargain of loss for me anyway...,

An ode to a Muslim Mullah

You can yourself say;
who in their history  got murdered their own heroes?
who in the world brought disgrace to sagacity and thought?
In the masses hearts, who to its flourishing bold ignorance brought?
who the heapes of corpses hold upon their shoulders?
who to the people in 1947 itself exibited the Hell's scenes?
                        who Himalayas of tyranny produced upon the Bengalis?
                        who humiliated and wretched rendered the poor Afghanis?
                        who put out thousands hovels' lamps in Punjab?
                        who in the mad aims drowned the innocent and pauper Kashmiris?
         Over and above the poverty here, we've ignorance too, unemployment also, cunning as well,
         Over and above the powerlessness, we are helpless too, evil-minded also, ill-tempered as well,
         Our pledge to our backwardness is unnatural too,unbreakable also, long-lasting as well ;
         Due our durable slavery we have on us an immense treasure of disgrace as well....
We keep shivering continually by your followers and your partner's names ;
We keep surviving merely for the imagination, memory and hope of your wrath and calamities.
There is no trace anywhere of your greatness, your knowledge and your blessings in us;
We prostrate before you only due to our destroyed hearts, devasteted sagacity and wretchedness.
                      Even then you complain that we are no True Believers!
                      If we aren't True Believers\, you yourself are no wise Lord either!

   This is an English translation of urdu poem by Zihannasheen. I had a big hangover of this poem when i first read it. hope you like it too...

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what sud i write about???

             Hey guys! Watsup?jus trana write smthin' but nathin' is poppin in ma tiny little mind.Neva stared so long on a blank pages before....wonder where n how i sud start it.Oh! so silly of meh! i don even know wat m i writin bout yet. wanna find some subject to talk bout, to spill some ink on blank pages...it sucks to feel topicless and these blanknees of white papers are killing me. They are starin back at me and shoutin me to move ma bony fingers on them...ah! i can't stand their crackling sound in ma eardrum anymor. i wan them outta ma site, instead they are flying all over the places circling poor , helpless me like a buncha ghosts huntin' a darlin lil doll.Ooo! m so gonna catch'em n tear them in thin shreads, mash'em under ma shoes n vanish'em like dust.( don kno how to put sound effect of tearin n mashin in words..hehe..)
            Naw dat luks good.Look who is laughin n crackin n flyin all over ma head now...hah! Ya! u sud hav thought bou'it before i teared u into pieces n smashed you to dust..Ha!
            Oh dear lord! wats happenin? Why are those tiny pieces assemblin togeda n how come they are turnin white again? Where is that cracklin sound comin from?Why do i feel like smthin is starin me from behind.....Ah! wa..wwa..why is ma head spinnin' Somone make it stop...Please!for da sake of books..somone make 'em stop .Give  me somethin' to write....please..i beg ya!

Glory of Us

                                                    Glory of Us
                 This word is as glorious as it sounds. It carries the glory of many unified. So the glory of this word is extraordinary.It makes you feel as glorious as ever,like you have won the fiercest battle of all time; a battle between humanity an inhumanity. 
                   It gives the glory so uncanny like you have just been waken from ages of deep sleep and witnessed the first rays of dawn as it wakes you up from ages long slavery to our own dark sides and makes us see good in our inner conscience. It makes you feel glorious as you have just touch the bottom of the deepest ocean ever and found the most expensive pearl in it as it makes you couragious enough to dive in the depth of vast sea of unity and help you find the most precious pearl of all time; humanity. It makes you feel as glorious as you have grown your wings and took your flight to touch your share of sky as it really give you wings of freedom and helps you take off to touch your share of sky with clear vision to see through every dark clouds hovering around  you. That is the glory you feel when you have someone walking by your side all the time and helps you find the answers to develope and nousrish the buds of humanity growing in your heart and protects it from every unhuman bacteria and help that humaity inside  to flourish into goodness and bear love , care affection in the ground of unity.

power of us

                                                   Power of Us
           This small word might seem leaner ang thinner as you write and it migh sound shorter and ligher as you speak but the power of this word is beyond imagination.As you all know you can't gudge a book by its cover, you can't gudge power of  a word by its size. And i am telling you that you shouldn't get fooled by its size, not at all. because it would be too foolish  to neglect this word by its size.
              Only those are known to its power who have drown themselves in its depth and tasted the sweetness of it. The main source of this fierce power fo this small word is unity. Unity is strength and this word is loaded with it. The word 'Us' itself symbolises unity, it is like a synonyms to unity and that is the main power sourse of it. Even those people who uses this word are strong and should not be messed with. Because they are never alone. They always have someone close by them to help them out with their problems.They always have their pairs of helping hands to pull then out of troubles and push them to climb up.They always have extra pair of eyes to watch out for them. This word not only symbolises unity, it also resembles love , care, affection  and humanity itself.

sweetness of us

                                            Sweetness of Us
        The sweetness of the word us is undiscribable. To know this sweetness you are going to have to taste it yourself. It is something you can't feel by other's  experience. You must be the one to experience it to feel it.
            As the experienced one tends to describe in simple words, they say that the sweetness of the word 'us' is unlike anything that exist in this virtual world.It is a gift  from heaven which finds senses in every kind of nonsenses, it is a logic beyond any logics which gives you the answers of every questions that pushes you to lonelyness. Maybe  thats why we call it Magic.It brings sanity to every bit of insanity in you and makes your vision clear. As it teaches you to put 'Us' on top of your priority list before 'Me' and 'You' ; it washes out every bit of selfishness inside you and makes you capable enough to think about others first. That gives you an uncanny quality to see inside your conscience and find satisfaction in your actions.It gives you the power of free will by which you can act however you would like .Its  clears every dark clouds hovering around your eyes and cleares your vision to see your conscience. Its cleans all those useless unhuman contents in your heart and makes it wider and spacious enough for humanity and decent thoughts.
          

depth of us

                                                           Depth of Us
       As the word us is vast, its depth is immesurable too. You need a big tank of courage to  make yourself fit to dive in the depth of 'us'. Once you dive in the depth you can never get out of the whole idea of it or say you would never want to get yourselves detached from the sweetness and the sane humanity you feel in this depth.. More deeper you go more easy it would be to breath in this sanity.
        And the best part is you would never have to get out of it cuz more you go deeper more it grows deeper than your sight can measure. And you wouldn't have to worry a bit cuz more time you spend in this depth your tank of courage will get more loaded and feel more lighter. As deeper you go the surrounding around you will grow more  brighter and clearer.Then you will find that there arre already 'me' and 'you' in 'us'. So you wouldn't need to use me or you as lkong you have us. And it also makes you feel safe and secure that you will not be alone to face all the problems cuz you will have someone else walking beside you to help you out of your trouble.

vastness of us

                                                               Vastness of Us
        The  word 'us' is vast in its meaning . Though its small size it hold very board meaning. But it needs  a different rulebook to  find the meaning and it needs a different to understand it. So, this is not a task for those who follow some stupid rulebook of  robotifying human beings who are ment to move, act and do freely.
            To be the one to taste the sweetness of this unified word we need to modify ourselves from robotict nature to free moving nature. For that we have to set ourselves free from robotic rules some fools have set out for us. Because they don't have any right to control our movements and snatch our freedom to act as our will. To be able to understand the meaning of this sweet unity we have to learn  to think free and distinguise the right and wrong as our heart tells us rather than believeing  someone else blindfoldedly who themselves don't have a sight to see wath is right and what is wrong. So we have to learn to listen to our heart and see in our conscience to drown ourselves in the vastness of  US.

us

                                                     Us
           'US' the word itself  tell everything that there is no need to explain or describe it. It is complete and meaningfull. It has every ounce of humanity in it thet the words like 'me' and 'you' don't have.It sounds more humanly useful than any other words in human dictonary. I simply like to call it the most short and sweet word in my priority list.
              The one who have this short and sweet word on top of their priority list knows the satisfaction of it. Even some robotic freak who follow their stupid and meaningless ruleboomk call them stupid and fool, they never let their guards down. They never mind some mindless beings trying to prove them stupid cuz wat would a mindless head know the differences between right and wrong? They never get mad at those who see unhumanly contents in them cuz what else could they possibly see with their eyes closed  except their innerself. And believe me they are full of these unhumanly contents like hatered, resent, disgust and don't know wat freaking else. So, those who act as their heart tells them to act, who do what their conscience says right thing to do never mind at the purposeless stubornity of those who haven't tasted the sweetness of the unity and pride to call themselves 'us'.

ma ani timi unified

                                                           'Ma ani Timi' Unified
             'Ma ani Timi'...'Me and You' means alot than when they are separated. Unified it can rule all hearts and find senses in all nonseses. This whole long unified verson can be compressed into one very short and sweet word 'Us'. Unlike in 'me' and 'you' we don't need to follow any rulebook to call ourselves as us.
             It has  meaning beyond any rulebook calculations. The wideness and the vastness of this small word can't measured by any human meters of selfishness and self centeredness.And that meaning can't be understood by any so called decent and noble human beings who call themselves the loyal followers of their so called 'HOW TO BE A COMPLETE HUMAN BEING?'.Because the one who can put 'us' in their priority list before 'me' and 'us' , they know that no human can be complete, at least not alone. They know that 'me' and 'you' needs to be unified to be complete. So, they go beyond the rules of the human's ususal rulebook and act not according to how they are ment to act or do what they are told to do, but they act how they want to act and they do what they feel is right thing to do.Those who have acknowledged thius fact are not afraid to rise above the robotic nature and they and not scared to be called themselves a fool because they know that those who don't know the difference between right and wrong can never prove them wrong.

timi

                                                                         Timi
                  'Timi' indicating 'You' which refers to a second person in the phrase 'Ma ani Timi' . Unlike me, you has little less meaning or value in our daily life.As it is a word refering second person it always comes second in every Decent and Noble Human Being's priority list. If someone dares to challenge the 'HOW TO BE A COMPLETE HUMAN BEING?' rulebook and do the foolishness of putting this second person word 'you' in their priority list before 'me' than he is the biggest fool the world will ever witness.
                      But I assure you that no human has ever been born so dumb who dare do this kind of ultimate stupidy. So we all can relax and let our guards  down that we will never have to witness any stupit person who do this kind of  CRIME and go through their downfall causing them to lose their greatest right to introduce themselves as a decent and noble human being.

Ma

                                                           Ma
        'Ma' indicates 'Me' or 'I'.The first person word we use for ourselves. This small word me has big meaning or say a very big value in our daily life. We can see the impact of this so called small word in every life around us including ourselves.
            We are a very good and noble slave of our so called Human Nature.We always do what we are bound to do,the way we are supposed to do or act.We are like a puppet of our own so called nature. We are nathing but a faithful robot who has been mastered by their own nature. Among all the rules and regulations of our human nature rule book; we are a very loyal follower of very selective some like: self centeredness, jeleousy, betrayal, ruthless etc. These are some unseparable quality that makes us a real Human Being.The one who doesn't contain there qualities and who don't act, talk,walk or even think as they or say we 'Humans" are supposed to according to our great rule book then that stupid and brainless creature don't have any right to call himself a decent and noble Human Being.So, as a loyal follower of ' HOW TO BE A COMPLETE HUMAN BEING?' rulebook, i hereby recommend evey brainless dummass to follow this great book and make their life sane and useful.

ma ani timi

                                                                    Ma ani Timi
       
     'Ma' simply known as 'Me' And 'Timi' as 'You' in English.So 'ma ani timi' represents 'me and you'. The phrase 'Me And You' sembolises frendship, love or any other relations or connections that relates two people. Here 'ma' represents first person who is referring this phrase to someone and 'timi' represents second person who is getting referred by someone.
    This phrase can have multiple meaning according to the intension of the person who is refering this phrase. The meaning could be vast and deep unlike the size of this phrase.It could be used in daily lifestyle of conversation as a simple phrase with simple meaning of me and you or it could be used as literary purpose as symbolic meaning. The use of this phrase in daily conversations make someone easy to incode two people including that person as first person. In simple conversations this phrase could be replaced by 'us' with the same meaning. The use of us is more popular in conversations than me and you or say the word 'hami' is more easy to use in conversations than ma ani timi.