Dearest n Beloved
Dada,
Its been quite long since last time I've picked up my pen to march on a paper and today I've got one more reason to make my pen dance in its beat .And I just noticed that these ink trails seems extra fluid and graceful today because of the sheer joy n excitement of writing to you.
You see dada,I had tons of things to share with you but I hid my words behind silence but not cuz I didn't wanet to share it but cuz it had been like millions of ages since last time I've heard your voice n tonight all I wanet to do was hear you out,listen those sweet n silent meaning of happiness in it.Today it feels like a different time zone ni dada! like we are roaming in different dimension .I mean, there used to be a time when we were all together sharing laughter n having fun, free from all these rushes of life,when living used to mean flying boundless n something way more than just surviving.Life then used to be living at each moment when we didn't know that someday we'll have to carry heavy bags full of responsibilities which are gonna grow more n more heavier every single ticking moment leaving the cuts of straps on our shoulders behind.Those laughter used to hold bundles of happiness within it....pure happiness when we were unaware of the fact that life can bend in so many turns so sudden n so rapid fast that sometimes we won't get a chance to balance our steps and we'll be left behind..far far behind.
Whenever I recall those happy chappy memories,it still gives me that blissful feelings when we had no idea that someday Sun will set inviting the darkest nights and those nights will grow colder and obscure that our own whisper will make our heart leap out of fear leaving our confidence shaken and our dreams broken. Lots of things about life we were ignorant to,many faces of this world we were blind to and numerous challenges ahead yet to be taken and our abilities n skills to tackle it n overcome it yet to be tested..still undiscovered n unraveled. But look at us now dada, we are all grown ups hai! Responsible,aware and calculating, we don't get lost in stupid fantasies anymore,nowadays we make decisions of lifetime and we don't get confused over small things that used to hold bigger joys, nowadays we calculate facts of our surroundings including liabilities and profits.Finally seeing the bigger picture of life huh!
But slowly n silently we are losing ourselves in this bigger picture somewhere,our true-selves is slipping out of our grip while we are trying to fit in this alien world and there are only finger counting emotions left somewhere within us that can make us feel alive again, that reminds us that living doesn't mean just breathing. And sachchai dada, your acknowledgment made me feel alive again, your encouraging words reminded me of who I really am and how I truly wanna be.All of you have been living n breathing inspirations to me whom I always look up to.Few words of acknowledgment from a family is always worth working hard for and pushing ourselves to our very limit.When you said you are proud of me and what am doing,I felt proud of myself and this feeling come very rare to me these days.Like you have said, we have seen lots of ups n down in our lives,we've climbed our mountains and stumbled through our valleys but we are survivours.Ous family has done great job in raising us,they have made us stronger and tougher,built our confidence stable enough to withstand any shake and overcome any kinda turmoil.
I've always believed that there is no fun being normal and absolutely no thrill being an average and I know we are not kinda people whom this society calls normal and we are absolutely not kinda souls whom we call an average.So, this road we are walking are obviously more rough and it gets rougher in every steps but I know we'll make it to our destinations cuz we've never learned to give up and there is no option than moving forward for us.I am extremely thankful for everything I am rite now and feel blessed for everyone around me . And dada, your encouragement meant a lot more to me than u can possibly think of .I really can't find any words meaningful enough to thank you fairly enough for that.And I really didn't know in which gesture to show my gratitude to you, so I decided to do it in very old fashioned traditional way by writing you this letter in my own style but I wanet it to reach you as soon as possible so, I've fused it with lil bit technology la..hehehe:)
I believe this letter with lots of respect for a big brother and heart full of love for a dearest friend has fulfilled its objectives and I really hope that you liked it dada! Your lil sis assures you that she will always stand tall against the rain, never forgetting who she really is and always..always make you proud of her.
with love
from your lil sis n a friend
Ruku.
Dada,
Its been quite long since last time I've picked up my pen to march on a paper and today I've got one more reason to make my pen dance in its beat .And I just noticed that these ink trails seems extra fluid and graceful today because of the sheer joy n excitement of writing to you.
You see dada,I had tons of things to share with you but I hid my words behind silence but not cuz I didn't wanet to share it but cuz it had been like millions of ages since last time I've heard your voice n tonight all I wanet to do was hear you out,listen those sweet n silent meaning of happiness in it.Today it feels like a different time zone ni dada! like we are roaming in different dimension .I mean, there used to be a time when we were all together sharing laughter n having fun, free from all these rushes of life,when living used to mean flying boundless n something way more than just surviving.Life then used to be living at each moment when we didn't know that someday we'll have to carry heavy bags full of responsibilities which are gonna grow more n more heavier every single ticking moment leaving the cuts of straps on our shoulders behind.Those laughter used to hold bundles of happiness within it....pure happiness when we were unaware of the fact that life can bend in so many turns so sudden n so rapid fast that sometimes we won't get a chance to balance our steps and we'll be left behind..far far behind.
Whenever I recall those happy chappy memories,it still gives me that blissful feelings when we had no idea that someday Sun will set inviting the darkest nights and those nights will grow colder and obscure that our own whisper will make our heart leap out of fear leaving our confidence shaken and our dreams broken. Lots of things about life we were ignorant to,many faces of this world we were blind to and numerous challenges ahead yet to be taken and our abilities n skills to tackle it n overcome it yet to be tested..still undiscovered n unraveled. But look at us now dada, we are all grown ups hai! Responsible,aware and calculating, we don't get lost in stupid fantasies anymore,nowadays we make decisions of lifetime and we don't get confused over small things that used to hold bigger joys, nowadays we calculate facts of our surroundings including liabilities and profits.Finally seeing the bigger picture of life huh!
But slowly n silently we are losing ourselves in this bigger picture somewhere,our true-selves is slipping out of our grip while we are trying to fit in this alien world and there are only finger counting emotions left somewhere within us that can make us feel alive again, that reminds us that living doesn't mean just breathing. And sachchai dada, your acknowledgment made me feel alive again, your encouraging words reminded me of who I really am and how I truly wanna be.All of you have been living n breathing inspirations to me whom I always look up to.Few words of acknowledgment from a family is always worth working hard for and pushing ourselves to our very limit.When you said you are proud of me and what am doing,I felt proud of myself and this feeling come very rare to me these days.Like you have said, we have seen lots of ups n down in our lives,we've climbed our mountains and stumbled through our valleys but we are survivours.Ous family has done great job in raising us,they have made us stronger and tougher,built our confidence stable enough to withstand any shake and overcome any kinda turmoil.
I've always believed that there is no fun being normal and absolutely no thrill being an average and I know we are not kinda people whom this society calls normal and we are absolutely not kinda souls whom we call an average.So, this road we are walking are obviously more rough and it gets rougher in every steps but I know we'll make it to our destinations cuz we've never learned to give up and there is no option than moving forward for us.I am extremely thankful for everything I am rite now and feel blessed for everyone around me . And dada, your encouragement meant a lot more to me than u can possibly think of .I really can't find any words meaningful enough to thank you fairly enough for that.And I really didn't know in which gesture to show my gratitude to you, so I decided to do it in very old fashioned traditional way by writing you this letter in my own style but I wanet it to reach you as soon as possible so, I've fused it with lil bit technology la..hehehe:)
I believe this letter with lots of respect for a big brother and heart full of love for a dearest friend has fulfilled its objectives and I really hope that you liked it dada! Your lil sis assures you that she will always stand tall against the rain, never forgetting who she really is and always..always make you proud of her.
with love
from your lil sis n a friend
Ruku.
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